♠ 六 ♣

Hey everyone to this late hour,


it's just me by giving thought to so much thinks at the last days.
So okay, the Christmas time is past, I hope everyone of you had a enjoyable time.


I had also a very precious time with my darling and my family.
I talked about some kind of topics with my dad the first time as well, we not really talk so often about those and other thing. Exactly said, we not often talk about me. I not really knew the feeling of praise, therefore I was much pleased about hearing such things, out of his mouth. It's not in my intention to explain the details.

At least I think I got more courage to do what I really want to do and it's seriously new for me, cuz I felt mostly inadequate. Er.. I don't find the right words, but I'm just now more than happy.

Let's get it started, party time.

So yeah I looking so damn forward to the new years eve with my lovely friends. I can't wait anymore.. We will celebrate 3 days without sleeping and the city Nürnberg (I'm so proud to be a munich haha, but sometimes there are cheaper places for celebration) will be our stage.  xD
I will just dying, but I don't care, hoho.

Anyway I must apologize for my bad english, I'm still in training by myself of course and I'm just managed it in this way.



Well, have a nice sleep ~

おやすみ

♠ 五 ♣

I opened a new blog today, 

'cause all the fuckin' shit on gmail doesn't work, 

I'm so damn pissed ...

♠ 四 ♣

Hey ho guys ≧(´▽｀)≦





I haven't much for writing, but on thursday I was at CinemaxX at munich.
This cinema is already fairly older, styled like the good old 90s, but it has even the newest techniques.


We watched 'The Hobbit' in MaxXimum 3D.. it was so amazing !!
No other cinema at munich use this techniques as well.
(｡￣ε￣｡）=３


I really like that aura at CinemaxX, there are much lesser people as I expect, thats just pity~



じゃまた ~

♠ 三 ♣

Evenin' guys,

some time passed and many things are happend. At 7th November I got my surgery, aesthetic surgery would the most people say, but not me! It was much more, a burden was lifed from my mind.

So three weeks after this, I feel much better, I even strong enough for going to work, haha.

Anyway, I feel liberated.

After this I also change my whole style, greater or lesser...

I colored my entire hair black and now I hope it gets healthier and much much longer ((＞д＜))

I can't belive it, but I like the black ones much more as expected.

Here some pics with hair extrensions, because my real hair is still that short.

Moreover I bought some new stuff, like some clothes and my first wig. (^~^)

Here also a pic after cutting it.

And that was about it.

Good night ~

おやすみにゃさい ~

♠ 二 ♣

Hoi everyone!





Today I'm in the mode for shopping as well, I wanna buy some new stuff at eBay.


I still missing my violet hair, so I was thinking about to buy simply a violet wig and dye the bottom half black. It is obvious to me that my hair needs some time to regrow and become heathly and strong again, so I will take care of it and yeah not duying it in the next time, fuu.


So I will cutting and styling it by myself and as result I wanna this hairdo:

I'm considering to buy also an winterjacket in the same colour. I don't really know if I should, but I think it looks nice, exactly my current taste and would be sure warm. (●´ω｀●)


So okay, the winter may come I am prepared of course.


Oh well, I also more and more feel the insanity of J-Rock/Asian fandom, curiously I don't do so. I only think so, 'them just humans like me and I do not know them or want to meet their real self.' I also forgot the Birthday of my favorite J-Rock-Star .. so wayne, he never congratulate me too, pff. XD




See nya ^ω^



じゃまたにゃあああ~

♠ 一 ♣

Good evenin' guys!

I take the liberty to create my own Blogspot page and tell you (if you interested in) what I'm doing, seeing, thinking, feeling or going to do.. as of now. Also I would like to practise my english here too, so feel free to correct my written bullshit. (〃 ∇ 〃)

Um yeah, what should I write, what happens, well.. i should introduce myself at first. My Nickname is Saizou, but the most easily call me Sai, please don't attach an -chan or something other twee stuff .. I do not like or wish it, so take care. Right now i living at Munich and I really love this city, because of all my friends there and close to there. ♥

I'm convinced that friendship it the most important thing in my live beside to love, but I also learned that all people one day have to go, but love is also coming and going, but true friends are there a whole life!

I'm interested in japanese culture, music and lifestyle, most about this lively and colourful land is of interest for me, even anime, manga, cosplay, etc. , but i also know that there even bad things, but that's a problem in each country. So don't try to lecture me about whale-hunting or social standards. I'm not naive or stupid .. I JUST F**KIN' LOVE JAPAN !! XD haha

Okay I think that's enough, I will give you more stuff about my personality, whenever I feel like it. (*￣Oﾉ￣*)

Today arrived my new handbag ! It's so f**king pussy deluxe like... haha I'm not mutate to a girly person, it's just because I can x'D

Handbag branded by LYDC London

The last days get colder and colder, even now at the south of germany. orz

I'm not really in the mode to go outside ..

But the last warme and beautiful days I really enjoyed here.

ヽ(゜▽、゜)ノ(

Many things are happend in the world of V-Rock, so I just tell something of interest for me. I really try to listen to every Band and new releases, 'cause I assessed the achievements of bands more than one time.

But when I listen to so many bands, I can't imagine why they are so successful.. I assume it's because they look good for all their fans and that's enough? Are they really like this kind of music? It's their own opinion, but I think it's also sad ...

Oh oh !! I have a new catchy song for my week! It's the main song of the new Single by NoGoD! All three songs are pure love *3* By the way, I like the new member of signal, he's really sympathic and I think good working together is more important for a band, as all optical aspects of the VK scene.

With this song I will close my first blog entry.

So see yay :3